Excerpt Two from 'A Life Lived Twice'
It was inconvenient, but to be expected in his line
of work.
Claude Cousteau prepared his overnight bag and
selected the papers he would be travelling under. His contact had insisted that he follow the instructions he would
receive in Verona to the letter. It was
an important client. There would be no
room for compromise.
Claude disliked not knowing how his clients wished
him to work. It would be irritating to
have to use a knife or, even worse, a garrotte. Claude considered these methods old fashioned and messy. What was more, he did not enjoy mutilating
his targets, it was not a thrill he sought to see them disfigured or
brutalised. On the other hand, he
hoped he would feel the life drain out of his victim and sense the moment when
the heart, if not the brain, finally gave out. And then, the exquisite lifting of the spirit; its separation from
the body, subtle, yet overwhelming. He
closed his eyes, remembering.
The night was moonless, the road quiet, and his
second-hand Peugeot unremarkable, turning no heads as he parked in the
long-stay car park and took out his bag.
On the plane, he read the newspaper and drank a coke, trying to ignore
the overweight passenger in the seat next to him, who couldn’t help spilling
over onto his seat and who, by way of apology, it seemed to Claude, proceeded
to engage him in minute conversation.
Eventually, in self-defence, Claude pretended to
fall asleep. The buoyancy of the plane relaxed him and he drifted back to his
childhood, remembering a second visit to the Dumas residence, at the age of sixteen…
His father had parked right outside the main
entrance, as the driveway was not clogged with cars this time. No celebration was being held, and the place
did not seem the same. It was as though
it were less alive, but infinitely more beautiful.
Monsieur Dumas appeared shortly before the maid,
shooing her away and greeting his guests effusively. He wore a cream-coloured suit and a silk cravat in a shade of
blue that resembled the delicate petals of a cornflower. The man was too
perfect to be real.
Once inside, they sat in ornate armchairs, while
their host enquired politely about his father’s health and then moved on to the
question of Claude’s studies – the reason for the visit. The maid returned with a tray of tea and a
glass of lemonade.
‘When you have had enough of old men’s chatter,
perhaps you would like to see the apple orchard?’ suggested Dumas.
It was all Claude could do to answer, trembling over
his choice of words in order to address the two statements successfully.
‘I would love to see the orchard!’ he said, timidly.
‘Ha! Of
course you would. Felix is about, I
believe. Why don’t you sneak up on
him?’
Outside,
Claude felt the sweat on the backs of his legs evaporate and he began to relax
a little, listening to the breeze coming up from the meadow, his senses alert
to even the smallest sounds as he continued his walk down to the orchard,
catching the scent of apples on the warm autumnal air. Before him, the branches swung heavily with
fruit. It was difficult to tell whether
the fruit was ripe enough to be harvested.
There would only be one way to find out. He stretched out a hand…
‘Good enough to eat, eh?’ Felix Dumas, older and
smarter than Claude remembered, moved almost as though he were floating a
little above the ground.
‘Oh! Good
afternoon, Maitre Dumas.’ Claude dropped the apple he had plucked,
holding his breath as it rolled towards Felix Dumas’ brown leather shoe.
‘Call me Felix, for goodness sake! Here!
Try this one,’ replied his host, selecting another apple and handing it
to his terrified guest.
‘Thank you.’
The man and the boy observed each other, Claude with
an expression of restrained panic and Felix with the kind of smile that oozed
benevolence, his handsome face exuding a wholesome glow. As during their first meeting, Claude was
overwhelmed, and fought to keep his composure in the presence of a man who
seemed to grow in stature and in beauty, yes, beauty, even as he stood there in
the shadows of the fruit-laden trees.
‘So, Claude, you want to study Law?’ Felix Dumas was
amused and yet keen to encourage his future apprentice to speak without fear.
‘I…My father wishes me to try something…
respectable,’ Claude answered, looking directly at his better.
‘Your father?
Respectable? Of course!’ Felix
laughed. ‘He has been a good friend to my father in the past. I am sure we can come to some arrangement.’
Claude had never thought of his father’s being a
friend to the proprietor of such a palatial residence, who must surely move in
very different circles. To have such a person as a friend would be beyond
belief.
Felix Dumas led the way down towards the stream and
Claude wanted more than anything to open the chest that still stood beside the
oak tree, but Felix seemed not to notice it this time and carried on along the
narrow path, towards the bridge. It
worried the young boy that perhaps the smart notaire had forgotten all about
the boats and the racing.
Claude relived the afternoon, biting into the apple
at last, casting frequent glances behind him, half listening to his host as he
described the benefits of a career in Law.
The plane jerked and Claude opened his eyes. It struck him for the first time, that Felix
Dumas had known about the alternative that awaited his young protégé, if he did not take
up the help that was offered. Felix
Dumas had wanted to save him! It was
not just a question of generosity towards a boy he hardly knew, it was the
offer of an honourable life, a chance to rub shoulders as equals, the
opportunity to reject the path his father had reluctantly planned for him, and
branch out.
The air hostess came nearer, offering drinks and
snacks, in a voice honey-sweet but weighed down with routine. Her neck was slender and fragile.
‘I’ll take a scotch, young lady!’ cried Claude’s
fellow passenger suddenly. ‘And whatever this fine fellow would like!’
Claude realised that the patient smile on the young
girl’s face was for him.
‘Nothing for me, thank you.’
A look passed between the man and the girl.
Her neck would be oh so easy to break. And the enormous lump beside him? It would be better to finish him with a
single, clean shot. Claude imagined his surprise, his body slumping to the
floor – it would be difficult to move him, afterwards.
Conversation became impossible to avoid, now that
the contact had become personal, and so Claude feigned interest in the perfume
salesman, who was bent on launching his new and unique product on the Italian
people, whom he pronounced to be the most stylish of the Europeans, and the
most beautiful.
A fat tongue flicked out and wet his lips as he
described the sophisticated women who would choose his product, how it would
increase their powers of attraction and render them even more
irresistible. The sales pitch made the
fat man sweat. He didn’t seem to notice
the expression on his neighbour’s face, which held a level of contempt only
possible when laced with a deep-seated desire to do harm.
At last, the plane touched down and Claude
disappeared into the crowd. Any contact
with the public was always potentially awkward, but, with his new identity, it
would be unlikely to cause any problems, and he doubted whether the man or the
hostess would give him a moment’s thought.
Their lives would carry on without him and he would become a vague
memory.
The taxi driver paid his passenger little attention,
pre-occupied as he was with the rush-hour traffic. He said that the streets were infernal and the tourists ripe for
the picking. Did Claude agree that
there should be two fares – one for the foreigners and one for his fellow Italians? Of course.
It was only right and natural, did he not think? No need for a tip. No. It was a pleasure to
transport a countryman. Goodnight and
good luck.
Claude walked away, harbouring a complex loathing
for this fawning hypocrite of a man, with his constant flow of bigotry, his
lucky charms and brash display of signs bearing expressions of welcome in a
selection of languages.
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